Heart retching, soul screeching,
For what I thought had I thought well
My heart and whole was still believing,
Yet it comes, no warning bell.
No need to wonder,
What wrong have I done
I see things clearly,
Towards the blame, now I run
You didn’t tell my heart farewell
Yet there I was, with unshed tears
With a love that neverendingly deepens
I can tell that I am now, an outsider.
This was written, and posted, while i was.. confused.
Now that i know better, it's not quite relevant anymore.
Yet i decided to keep it. To remind that i once went through this, utter confusion.