The Last Semester Break

Assalamualaikum and good day y'all!
Alhamdulillah dah selamat balik ke kampus. Tenang je rasa hari ni. mungkin sebab tak ramai yg ada di hostel ni.  So i take this time to wash the clothes, spring-clean the room (kinda), and prepare the whatnots, ready to take on the second (and the last!) semester of my studies. Dalam masa free ni boleh la nak update blog sekejap.

Got a week off for chinese new year. And i think i spent em wisely. Met the people i wanted to meet & done the things i've longed to do. Cuma geng-geng TK saje yang tak sempat nak melepak sekali ari tu, since busy sangat jaga kedai. Cinau rindu katenye, tapi tak singgah ke kedai pun. *sad*

Tauke kedua

Anyway, had great time during the holiday. Balik rumah now, for me, means to take on the duty as the Cherry Boutique's manager, jadi pemangku Pn Rohani kejap. Sangatlah penat me tell ya. Melayan kerenah customer one by one. Adeh. But it's all worth it! I'm glad, dapat ringan kan beban mama walaupun sedikit je. Kami ada pekerja seorang je, Siti nama dia. Rajin budak ni, peramah jugak. Untunglah dapat pekerja yg boleh dipercayai macam ni. =)

Tauke ketiga

 Jaga kedai dengan budak-budak ni lah. The little monkeys. Or as i call them, brothers. Tauke ketiga tu tak jaga kedai sangat pun. More to makan tidur sahaja.










Kadang-kadang jaga kedai ni boring jugak kalau time tak ada customer. Nak study pun tak sesuai dgn condition kat kawasan kedai yg bising dgn lagu-lagu semua. So in the mean time, i tried to open up Cherry Boutique to the netizens. Thanks to this social media called Facebook! =D So i called up my best friend Atikah, when she came and visit i asked her to become our model for Cherry Boutique. Me, the stylist and photographer. Hehe padahal tak style sangat pun suruh Atikah pakai sendiri je tudung tu. ;P Here are the result:

Hehe cun sangat model ni sampaikan ada yg like page tu semata-mata nak berkenalan dengan model. Siap tinggal nombor telefon kat ruang komen lagi. kihkihkih. ;P Thanks for helping out, love.

After the so-called photoshoot, of course we camwhored a little!

Yang tengah tu adik Atikah, comel macam kakak baju kuning tu. Eh. Haha

Ok satu gambar je. Nama pun camwhore, yang lain simpan dalam phone kitorang je cukup. 

Yeah so it happens, the Cherry Boutique, now available on Facebook! Jemput like ya.Thanks lads. =D

And oh! Another duper awesome thing is that i finally had the chance to join the tweeps for a charity event in HKL. You see, in twitter, there's this group caled the CP (Caring People), me myself not so sure it's an official NGO or what, but one things for certain is the peeps there, they're good people, doing good deeds, insyaAllah. So for those who have a twitter account and interested to join the volunteering activity, read about CP in here: CelakaParty.

What we do in HKL that day, for Toys4Kidz event (you can find the hashtag on twitter), is to visit and give out toys to the kids. It's a way to show remembrance to those who's staying in the hospital, short-term, or long-term & also to appreciatete kids' patience and strength, bearing with and fighting the sickness. It ain't easy, being 10 and having cancer. Or being 1 year old, and having to go through major surgery! Hope that our presence, along with the clowns, had cheered them up. =)

Here are some pics from the event, credit goes to all CP comrades. I'm just not sure whose camera is which! ;P

The comrades.

The toys. 

We got sponsors from Celcom, Maxis, and Astro too. Tahniah kepada semua AJK-AJK Toys4Kidz yg bertungkus lumus mengumpulkan permainan ini semua. Syabbas betteih! Saya bukan AJK. Saya ahli kekecik je. ;P

Here's our hilarious emcee, Mr.Andy and the buffday boy, De Mekdi. Boy did they spam the mic!

A portion of the audience. Tekun je mendengar bebelan kat depan.

Miss TyRaz getting busy. One of the usher of the day.

Here's Mr.President, JC. Followed him on twitter long ago, and for that 'long ago', i was reckoning him as a malignant person. But in reality, a kind-hearted man. But still, not for the fain=hearted. ;P

Cian adik ni. Kekecik dah kena masuk banyak wires.

Mr. Andy beramah mesra dengan one of the kids. Tak semua ni pesakit tau. Kids yg melawat je pun boleh join.

Yang bertudung merah tu saje enterprem.

The Clown! =D

Stella's charm cheering the kids up!

Giving out the toys to the kids, dalam masa yg sama bertanya khabar penjaga dia jugak.

With Akak mas_IFP & itseddyall. Abaikan ekspresi buruk si tudung merah.

With kamy @ camille. ;)

The ones from my camera are only the last two. Yang lain tu plagiarism. Hehe

I'm sorry i'm not so good in describing how the day went. This post alone is lengthy enough for me. hehe.. But i know someone who does! Here, you can read about the Toys4Kidz event on _uculer's blog: http://uculer.blogspot.com/2012/01/hari-kejadian-toyz4kids.html. Enjoy! =8)

Hand Anatomy and The Fate of a Future Doctor.

Assalamualaikum and good day, dear blog-walking friends. =8)


It's Wednesday y'all!  I was blog-walking too, earlier, and noticed most of the blogger putting up the 'Wordless Wednesday' thing.  Well not for me.  Because as the tagline above implies, here is where i RAMBLE.  Bear with me a few heart-pouring words and cliches, will ya? Thanks. ;)


This morning, we've just finished our Orthopaedic posting (it's a posting that has everything to do with motion and locomotion of a human body.  Or rather, the 'bones 101') theory exam.  It's a multiple choice question paper so insyaAllah, i'm hoping things to be far better than my previous Surgical posting which was quite.. aih... (-_________-").  Nevermind.


Right after the exam we did some routine feedback and Dr.Muhammmad, who is our posting coordinator, gathered us around to ensure we left the posting well-versed in hand examination and anatomy, which class was held by him 2 semesters ago.  Along the way, we had some 'tazkirah' session.


He enlightened us about a surah in the Holy Quran.  Rasanya ramai yang dah pernah dengar ayat ni.  Well, most of us has been taking it this way:

"sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib sesuatu kaum itu sehingga mereka sendiri mengubah nasib mereka….” -Surah Ar-Ra’ad, Ayat 11-

Rather confusing isn't it? to change out fate, in order to change our fate.  Don'tcha think?  Thus Dr. Muhammad repeatedly said, "Bukan NASIB, ok? bukan NASIB.  Tetapi (A'uzubillahiminassyaitonirrojim)


'sesungguhnya Allah S.W.T tak akan merubah APA YANG ADA PADA sesuatu kaum itu melainkan mereka merubah sesuatu DALAM DIRI mereka sendiri.'"


So sesuatu yang di dalam diri itu apa?  Adalah hati.  So yang dalam hati tu apa? (Ok this one is may be a little focused regarding medical students attitude or just any students.)  Dalam hati itulah yang RAJIN/MALAS, TAHAN LASAK/LEMAH, BERTANGGUNGJAWAB, EMPATI, MENEPATI MASA, etc.. 


So what's your virtue?  Act accordingly upon it and you shall come out accomplishing the best of and for the society we are in.  Don't give in to fate.


Ini caranya, untuk ubah apa yang ada pada sesuatu kaum itu.  Apa yang ada pada kaum ni?  That is for us to comprehend, like KEMULIAAN, KEJAYAAN, etc.


From the end session, this is what I shall definitely bear forever in mind, insyaAllah. (apart from the hand anatomy and examination, of course, hehehe)  Tak ingat lagi habis la kena dengan Dr. Muhammad.  I really hope i won't cast shame on any lecturers once i'm set in the housemanship arena.  InsyaAllah. (^_^")

notakaki: Yeah i know, the title didn't really imply the content but what you want me to do?? ;P k bye.

Cita

Assalamualaikum and good morning!

Yesterday, i got a text message from one of my bff, Aziera:

Wan, aku trjumpe bk biodata aku zmn scol rndh, klakar bl bc korg tlis, tp bnyk2 org, cita2 ko lah trcpai jd sorg doc.. Gud luck, tc.

Aziera, aku terharu gila baca ni. Thanks for making my day. InsyaAllah aku jadi lebih bersemangat bila baca text kau yang out of the blue. :'D Ini cuma cita-cita dalam kerjaya. Kita semua ada cita-cita masing-masing tentang apa yang lebih penting untuk dicapai dalam hidup. Cepat atau lambat, aku berdoa kita semua akan dapat mencapainya. Amin.

Kecikebumbum

Salam and good day. =) I just realised it has been quite a while since i updated the blog, yet the followers have increased. I feel bad for the new followers. Sorry there's nothing you can catch up on. There's also no wisdom writings you can find here. huhu.. I'll try to be more alert towards my blog. No, it's not forgotten let alone abandoned. So fret not, i shall update it more soon. =) Take care everybody.

p/s: am now in the paediatric hustle and bustle. after 5 weeks of lounging around in obstetrics posting, this feels like madness. pray for me to keep my sanity please? thank you lads.

.tumbled.

Assalamulaikum and good evening peeps. :)

Cuma nak bagitahu di sini.

Saya tiba-tiba je ada tumblr.

OK bye.

.patriotisme.

Assalamualaikum and good evening peeps! :)

This post may be a Wordless Wednesday, but i have much to say instead. hihih.

Mama lah yang semangat ni. Beli awal-awal lagi dia. Ada big flags but we don't know an appropriate spot to hang em. Thus the mini ones.

Ada 1 Malaysia sekali kat situ. I don't know wether orang lalu lalang yang toleh towards our house, in awe dengan patriotisme kitorang or wondering if this is markas baru Najib 1 Malaysia kwsn Raub.

-______-"

Siapa saja yang lalu confirm tgk. termasuklah si kancil. mesti diorang nak jugak. hehe

Dapatkan di kedai berdekatan sekarang juga!

.priorities.

Assalamualaikum & good day peeps. =)

It's 4th day of ramadhan y'all! 3 down and another 27 days to go! Congratulations to ourselves. :D

During this Ramadhan season i'm blessed to have it at home, with my family and friends around. Proper food for sahur all the waaaayy. Alhamdulillah. =)

Well here i have a confession to make.

All this while, i have this scepticism on people who posts about the ibadah that they do in Ramadhan, although they meant well. For example when people posted up "hey terawikh time!" I have this thought like, "lorhh..sebenarnya nak gitaw dia gi terawikh tu" or when there this kind of post: "baca Quran jap after jemaah bagus gak an?" Again, i'd went "lorrrhh..org lain ade gak wat kot. xyah nak promo sgt lah."

Until the first day of Ramadhan, i was having a super malas time and was thinking to skip terawikh on that day. Then i see my dear Farah Ainaa's FB status:

pesta ibadah bakal bermula!!! ok excited :)) jomm2 seap pape yg patut.tolak tepi jap less0n plan l teaching aids l assignmnts sume bagaiii.kte serbu masjid t'dekat terawih start mlm nie keyh! mngkin ini ramadhan t'akhir kte wh0 kn0ws :'( Quran kasi khatam with0ut k0mpromi jugakx yerp! ;D

"tolak tepi jap.." make me realise that my priority at that exact moment should be mengejar pesta ibadah tu, instead of being selfish and lounging at home. And thus i decided to go to terawikh that night. A simple status update of a friend has made me change my mind. I can't imagine her share of pahala that she'd get that night. And I was jealous.

I was like, masyaAllah, this is an example of a true friend who shall keep reminding her friends and herself towards amar makruf. So instead of being sceptic about these kind of posts, i should get jealous of them and take the positive messages that they try to convey. Perhaps i can have my share too. :D

And today, while i was blogsurfing..(yeap, that's what i do all day today. heheh) found this heartmelting speech by Boona Mohammed. It makes me have some sort of 'epiphany' on my Priorities, especially in this holy month of Ramadhan. Hope we all get someting from this.

just in case u didn't get what he's sayin:

Priorities
Ya Allah if you should take me in my salat please take me as a believer,
I pray the angel of death appears half as beautiful
As half the beauty created by my creator,
Take me yesterday if it means I'll get there sooner.

The warm wet water still dripping from my wudu,
I beat the sun this morning in order to stand before you,
But no need to thank me, your praise is long overdue,
All I ask is that my intentions be clear and true.

The Ka'bah in line with my nose, hell fire under my toes,
If this it, please make these last prayers legit
For I am nothing but a servant please master give me guidance,
Bring me closer to your deen, far away from shaytain,
Only five times a day, I wish I could pray infinity
For all that you have given me; for all that you have taken away
There is no excuse for me to not want to stand up and say "Allahu Akbar"

I state the obvious, nervous, body in perfect formation
As I stand before my Lord trying to prove my dedication
Walking the thin line between hope and fear,
Words coming out crystal clear as though judgment was here,
The humility combats the lies I told in my youth,
In my sujood is when I am closest to truth
A vessel of submission, his recognition is my quest
Hands folded, both palms crossed facing my chest,
Gaze is lowered, on the spot from which my head will rise,
Wet warm water still covers my eyes.

I cherish this dunya, like I cherish sunny weather,
Wonderful at times, but still not meant forever,
So Ya Allah, if you take me in my salat,
Please have my last words be the last words of Al-Fatiha
Right before La ilaha illa Allah, Ashden Muhammadur Rasul Allah,
For you my God, I will hold and cherish this faith,
For this is a test, and we always do worst in the subjects that we hate,
So I am still amazed that you have given me the strength to praise,
For a long time I never prayed, never said your name for days
I am still ashamed of what my heart once contained,
But still you sent me blessings again and again,
Your mercy uses words that I can simply not explain
The honour that I feel, the love that I maintain

Forehead and nose, hands, knees and toes,
All pressed before the Lord, before I rose,
I choose to make a little prayer of my own,
Ya please Allah forgive me for my sins as though they were not my own,
Help me to pray as though I were saying my final goodbyes,
My bouncing finger lets me know I'm still alive, Alhumdulliah

Wallahi,
I swear to God, I do not feel comfortable swearing to God,
Because I'm not sure if my faulty words will even do him justice
So now everyday I send peace and blessings upon his prophet,
Empty my conscious like banks empty my pockets,
Only this interest is in my best interest
Were my prayers answered, only One knows best?
I'll try again soon, Insha'Allah
The rest is in the hands of Allah Subhanahu Wa-Ta'ala

That's all folks! *warnerbros style* Take care!

p/s: Dear Farah Ainaa, isn't it a blessing to have you by my side? Love you darla. =)